3:34 in the morning thoughts in 10 whopping minutes

1. Will I wake my dorm room neighbors if I make a hot pocket?

2. I never realized how dark it is at this time.

3. I really can’t sleep.

4. Are my eyes bloodshot? *Goes and looks in mirror*

5. Screw it! I’m making this hot pocket.

6. But… I will do it in the community lounge’s microwave.

7. Can I take my blanket out there?

8. Nah. I’ll look like a weirdo.

9. What is a weirdo?

10. What is normal?

11. What is life?

12. What is my purpose here? *Looks at Bible and thinks about reading it, but sets it back down, because no one wants to think at this time in the a.m.*

13. Does it always get colder at night/early morning?

14. Tee hee. That’s a silly question. It is freezing rain outside.

15. Can I go to sleep yet?

16. I’m going to message my friend.

17. K bye.

18. Wait… I hope he answers.

19. If not, then, well I will come back and edit this post adding more.

20. Is video chatting an option?

21. Do I dare ask?!

22. Need advice guys. Comment?

23. Who is going to comment this late at night?

24. Is he going to answer this early? (See how I corrected myself. It is a.m., not late at night?)

25. Sleep is nice.

26. Brain, “Too bad. So sad. Sucks to suck. You want to sleep? Good joke!”



Bucket List

This is my bucket list with the first 27 things that came to mind. Some may take more than a year, lasting my whole life, and some may take a day, but anyway I will update it every once in awhile, adding things or checking ’em off!

1. Get my book published.

2. Keep a diary for a whole year.

3. Become closer to God.

4. Enter a poetry contest.

5. Make a scrapbook.

6. Volunteer. (More than I already do!)

7.  Marry the right one the first time.

8.  Become a foster-parent.

9. Adopt a foster-child.

10. Become a social worker.

11. Be happy.

12. Be the best I can be.

13. Kiss my man in the rain.

14. Dance with my man in the rain.

15. Believe I’m beautiful.

16. Graduate High School.

17. Be patient.

18. Go to state speech.

19. Go a week without procrastinating.

20. Have fun at prom this year.

21. Take more pictures. (Not just selfies! Nature people!)

22. Clean out my inbox on my email! 0_o

23. Write to write.

24. Do more chores to help.

25. Forgive and forget.

26. Lose weight for summer.

27. Master crocheting.

With three semesters left what do I want to accomplish?

I’m sitting here in a senior writing class, where the original writing prompt was with only one semester left what do you want to accomplish? Well, I have three, being a junior.

One, I would like to publish a book. When I finish one, that is. I’m not sure if this is a dream will become reality, but I work and strive towards it everyday. I’ve already published poems and articles.

Two, I want to pass with a higher GPA then I already have. I stand with a 3.6 right now, not including the first semester’s grades.

Three, I want to pass my advanced placed or my dual credit classes. I’ve already passed two. By the end of this year I’ll have three classes (total of nine credit hours) towards my Social Work A.A. degree. I’ll have one (four credit hours) towards my generals.

Four, I want to continue being happy. I want to grow and be positive. I want to stay me. If you aren’t yourself who is?