Coming Clean

Coming Clean 
Genivyve Smith
23 - 26 Sept. 2013

Coming Clean

Coming Clean of my sins

Coming Clean of the hope

Coming Clean of the dope.

 

Coming Clean

Coming Clean of my sins

Coming Clean of the shame

Coming Clean of the blame.

 

Coming Clean

Coming Clean of my sins

Coming Clean of the pain

Coming Clean of the blood from the slain.

 

Coming Clean

Coming Clean of my sins

Coming Clean of the clutter

Coming Clean of the slimy gutter crap.

 

Coming Clean

Coming Clean of my sins

Coming Clean of the nasty

Coming Clean of the blasphemy.

 

Coming Clean

Coming Clean of my sins

Coming Clean of the rats

Coming Clean of you rats.

 

Coming Clean

I do not believe in God.

Personal Responsibility.

“They were all alcoholic disasters, they found God, they all started dancing the Twelve step, they all got better. As with with most testimonials like this that I’ve read or heard or been forced to endure, something about them strikes me as weak, hollow and empty. Though the people in them are no longer drinking and doing drugs, they’re still living with the obsession. Though they have achieved sobriety, their lives are based on the avoidance, discussion and vilification of the chemicals they once needed and loved. Though they function as human beings, they function because of their Meetings their Dogma and their God. Take them away and they are right back were they started. They have an addiction.

Addictions need fuel. I am not convinced Meetings and a Dogma and a God can fuel mine.” [78]

“I am an Alcoholic and I am a Drug Addict and I am a Criminal.” [74]

I am dirty.

And I am Coming Clean.

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